Tuesday, January 19, 2010

i don't know what to do when my entire family hates me.
when my arrival is met with "no one here is happy to see you."
the wish to smoke a cigarette replaces the wish to hurt anything living.
i itch with hate for the world
while the world itches with hate for me

i just don't know what to do right now.
i'm incompatible with my own genes.