sometimes i go cross-eyed and squeeze my eyes so tight i see white when they're open. feel cold sweat, total heat, nothing i'd deny.
then i'm disheveled and distant. i can't form words to save my life. everything's got a tone no one wants to hear. everything's gone magnified, every action more refined. every kiss simple and chaste. every kid young and perfect.
you're the cornflake colored kid with the honey blonde hair and the dust of freckles on their shoulders. wash out the past with hazy days, green weeks and forever dreams. baby blue baby boy. your haystack hair, your long, lithe limbs. the blonde sprinkling of hair. almost ethereal. pure blue eyes reflected from the waves. sparrow body, puppy eyes. olive branches in your hair and there's no better way to be in love. wrap yourself up in thin, salty clothes. wait for nothing. robin hood of the west coast angels. the reflection of your delicacy is found in your bold actions. beagle, basset hound, retriever. (this) man's best friend. light brown love. forever loyal. you are my pup.