Thursday, October 25, 2007

"skeptics and true believers"

"my old friends have been dropping like houseflies."
shit hit the fan. repeating scripts now. feel a little like i did it for the wrong reason but i freaked and went a little too far. but it's okay. i'll be okay.
almost here. don't really want to talk to anyone right now. don't know what to do.
i have no plans for halloween because i was turned down again by someone i thought would stay with traditions if nothing else.
i now realize i have no friends where i live, who actually like me.
kind of a shock when it hits you in an instant.
don't make me revert to my old ways, brain. i'll have to give up on you like you did to me.





ps i want my scarf back.