Thursday, October 18, 2007

lately it's all for myself.

i'm crying at everything.
when the tv turns on it feels like everything is gonna be a-okay.
is it possible for something to mean nothing?
all i really want is a genuine smile at 7:10. something to ward the zombies from the morning walk away. i don't think i'll ever get it, there's always a grimace hiding somewhere in there.

"where the sewage of youth drowned the spark of my teens"